Memorable Mobilia

It's October. And there is already snow in the mountains. I am so excited about this place that I have chosen to call home. Bend is definitely a gorgeous town, and the mountains are huge. I'm so incredibly stoked for winter. I've been thinking lately about what I am going to do with my life, and I've noticed something. I get way more excited about winter time, and skiing, and all that, than I do about whitewater season. I don't like that. But I don't know how to fix it. I think that I am scared of drowning. But then why am I such a fish? It really never makes much sense. I sold my kayak, and bought skis with the money, I think that not having a kayak for a while might help my head issues. Because, that's why I don't like kayaking, most of the time.

Just peace and love today.